My little hospital visit.

Somewhere in the midst of walking around the rattlesnake festival for hours and riding about 10 rides, eating bbq with my family, fighting with my brothers to go to bed and finally laying down for a much needed night of sleep I must have over-excerted myself. At about 2:30 last night I started having trouble breaking, a few times I quit breathing all together. I was told that I passed out atleast 3 times and completely stopped breathing 5 or 6 times in the time it took to get to the hospital. The funny thing is my oxygen level was normal.. 94% though my heart rate was strangly high. 120/150.. 150 being my heart rate. Scary. Though even with everything going on and me being scared shitless there was a voice that never left my side and never stopped sounding off in my ears forcing me to hold on. That was the voice of my husband through everything he was there talking to me with a slight edge in his voice and a very recogizable scared tone that made me realize just how lucky I am. My husband truely does love me and I truely can't live without him. I feel blessed to have found the one I'm meant to be with. And that was my little hospital visit.

More later.

A quote, A homeless man, A rattlesnake, and a Conspiracy?!

"Am I wrong to fall so deeply in love with you, knowing I have a man at home depending on me to? And, Am I wrong to long for the gentleness of your touch, Knowing I have someone else who needs me just as much?" I'm not sure where I heard that at today.. Ehh.

Conspiracy: Fact or Theory? Last night I was watching a show on the history channel about conspiracys, which got me to wondering. Is it really that hard to believe that a mere 120 of the most powerful men in the world can Rule our world? A group of men that meet one weekend a year most of whom are former presidents. I have two examples to support my opinion: Nixon, In his time they were trying to open China to the world. It is believed that this "society" meet and discussed this matter and within a few months Nixon had China open to the rest of the world. Example two, It is believe that at one of their secret meetings they decided to basically scam us by raising gas prices and deposting profits into a seperate account. The following Monday they gas prices were raised. Needing an excuse for the raise in prices a war was started. Sound Familar? We all know that Bush Jr. is only following out his fathers previous plans and that the Iraqi war is all about oil. But most of you don't know that his father is said to be a member in this "elite club" Makes you wonder doesn't it? But who am I to call this out but a citizen, a mere peasent one step above trash on the social ladder yet 3 blanks below the celebrities and goverment. This being quoted from the show, " I guess we do live by the golden rule. He who has the gold, Makes the rules."

Moving right along. There is a homeless man who likes to hang our Chisolm Corner which is a nearby convience store. Seeing this man there day after day gets me to thinking. I wonder if he has anybody out there who cares or even knows his situation. It's rather sad he's never going to have a chance to redeem hisself. In todays society the homeless are looked down up making it impossible for them to find a job because they can't keep themselves clean. Would it hurt anybody to show a little concern and allow this man to take a shower and have a warm meal.. maybe a new pillow and blanket to use when he's sleeping on the ground and we are in our nice warm beds? I just pray that if I am ever in that predicament I will have somebody to care enough about me to give me a second chance.

And on a happier note, Rattlesnake is awesome! Rather bony, but good. I have many pictures from today which will be posted at the end of this blog. There wasn't many rides and the majority were kiddy rides but I still had fun. It felt good to get out of the house for awhile. Though I must say the Round Up and the Zipper along with snakemeat is not a good combination. I have a stomach of steel and I still threw up somewhere in the midst of it all. All in all today was a good day.

This picture is blurry but if you look close that is my three brothers with a snake around their necks.

This is me with my husband yet again a snake around our necks.

This would be me.. In my awesome new hat.

What has this world come to?

This is a song.. I wrote a few years back it's basically a remake of Garth Brooks - Thunder Rolls in my own words... Here goes:

4 o'clock in the evening,

House quiet as a mouse,

Outside in the wind and rain,

A woman screams out.

Rush to the window,

Someone takes off,

Still there in the middle of the road worst sight you ever saw.

Her eyes are black as leather,

Her hair is killer red,

There she lies in a puddle of blood,

Bullet in her head.

What has this world come to?

Death rates go up,

Birth rates go down,

Soon there is nothing left but a quiet empty town.

What has this world come to?

Life shouldn't end this way,

People should die happy,

Not in a burning rage.

What has this world come to?

Murder in the streets,

Hear about it on T.V.,

In the News everywhere.

What has this world come to?

These times are troubled?

These times are troubled and these times are good And they're always gonna be, they rise and they fall We take 'em all the way that we should Together you and me forsaking them all Deep in the night and by the light of day It always looks the same, true love always does And here by your side, or a million miles away Nothin's ever gonna change the way that I feel,The way it is, is the way that it was Well this old world keeps changin', and the world stays the same For all who came before, and it goes hand and hand Only you and I can undo all that we became That makes us so much more, than a woman and a man And after everything that comes and goes around Has only passed us by, here alone in our dreams I know there's a lonely heart in every lost and found But forever you and I will be the ones Who found out what forever means. --- On another note, Yet again, I have a horrible stomache ache plagueing me. I managed to eat dinner tonight which most would consider a good sign. My nose is like a raging fire of dry cracked skin and red searing pain. I feel that if I sneeze again my head just might enplode. I'm slightly looking forward to tomorrow. It's the rattlesnake festival, I'm going to try rattlesnake for the first time. Wish me luck! I'm not very happy about getting up early though 10 isn't really considered early yet when you sleep for about 3 hours a night it's a major pain. I still need to take my shower but I'm pretty well bed ridden. That is me.

More next time.

It's been awhile.

WELL! It's been forever since I've been on here. So I'll update everbody.. In a nutshell: My birthday is in 5 days. Still don't have a car. On the 13th it will be 6 months for me and my husband and on the 12th we will have been together for a total of 1 year and 10 months.. My husband got me hooked on a new game it's called warcraft 3 fun. Everyone should try it. I can't wait to get carded on my birthday and I'll probably go to the casino that night or the next night. I'm not sure. The former is a hit or a miss depending on the day. I can possibly force the latter. I haven't accepted the fact that some things are beyond my control and therein lies the rub. I am of the mindset that if I will it, it will happen. I've been sick (The whole body aches along with stomache pains, it burns to pee and I'm constantly sneeze and my eyes are watering like crazy not to mention I am constantly tired anymore) and my hormones are wrecking my body. Not the best combination for a driven woman. There has been a dark cloud pinning me down. I don't like it yet I can't seem to get out underneath its heavy grasp. There is also this upset stomach that is plaguing me preventing me from doing anything productive or eating (that is enough for anyone to start worrying and I would worry). This is me right now. Pray that I find the strength to get out of bed despite my ailments and get some domestic errands done. My mother-in-law seems to think I'm pregnant.. It has been two months since I got my last period.. But you would think my stomache would be tight by now and it isn't so it's probably just my body being weird. I don't know. And that's is just about everything. I'll try to start getting on more often. kay?

More next time.

Work.

WELL. I started my new job today, It's pretty cool. I like who I work with and it seems fairly easy. I think I'll make pretty good money. The landlord came over today and fixed our sink and garage door. He'll be coming over again some time soon to put on the new screen door. I don't really have much to say today. Sorry about not posting yesterday. And I know, My post haven't been very long or interesting. I've mainly been putting all my focus into my other site... I'll try to think of more things to start posting in my topics on here though. More tomorrow.
Until Then.

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This is another one of those days where I'm not sure what to write about. Though, I am excited I got a job. =D!!! I start Sunday. It's only part-time for now, but it's still a job. I'm should be finishing my laundry, but I'm watching wrestling and typing on commercials and when it's over.. bed time for me! I did update my other site again today. Once again, Everybody should go to it.. It's number one on my top 5 favorite sites list. And I guess that's it. More Tomorrow.
Until then.